The waiting to get them out is so hard.. I want them out right now. We will be leaving a week from today :D I am so sick of feeling like I am slowly just slipping away. I can't believe how fast I have gone down hill since January.
My kids are on summer break and I feel so bad for them... I know they're bored and I am hoping after I get this done we can still have a good summer if I start feeling better.
My biggest fear is that I won't get better after explant.. but I can't think like that. I guess I understand why they say woman w/ implants have a higher suicide risk.. cuz they feel sick and Dr.s tell them it's all in their heads and it can't be from their implants.
All I know is that I NEVER use to be like this... This is not who I am.. but this is who I have become and I do NOT like it.
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